I'm so sorry for this week.. I made him so sad... I made him so worried.. I didn't mean to do all those things..

I'm sorry for being so childish.. Because of that.. I made him so worried.. I'm so sorry

One thing is.. because of being sensitive.. I ignored him, and that makes him feel sad.. I'm so sorry
for the things that I'd done for this week...

Hope if there's something wrong with me.. or on other things, don't be shy to tell me about your feelings on it.. so that I know what to do..

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All my life, all my wishes came true. From the material things and to everything I've ever wanted. But one thing makes me happy. I've been wishing for the love, care and respect. Wishing for a man who can accept me, not just for being beautiful but for having the attitude that I have. A man who can wait for me and love me 'til the end. A man who can understand me for what I really am.

As years passed by, lovers are there, they love and care for me but I don't think they really respect me. They were thinking only for themselves and own happiness.. I'm not that free.. I felt like I'm a slave who needs to obey the rules and obey all the things they want.. That's why I used to give up and leave them alone 'coz I'm not happy for what they're doing. And I know that they don't need me, I'm not that important to them. Then one day, as I sit alone, I keep on asking myself how and when can I find the man that I've been wishing for? I want to be with that man as I turned 18 because I wanna spend more time on him, I want to know his attitude more. And I know that life is so short that's why I want to be with him at that age. And also when the time comes that God will take my life away, I've already spend my time to the one I really love. And even if it takes only a short time to be with him, I'm gonna be happy 'coz I already showed him my love, the way I care, until the last minute of breathing.

And now as I turned 18, you stepped on my life, you've entered my heart. You're the man that I've been looking for a long time.. The man that I've been dreaming of. I can really see your honesty, I can feel your love, care and respect. I love you just the way you are. Your attitude, the way you talked to me and the way you are when you're near me. I've accepted whatever the attitude you have. I love the way you react when something's wrong. And, I really love the way you make me smile every single minute of the day. The way you look at my face and the way you stare into my eyes. I love the way you hold my hand and when you give you warm embrace. I love everything on you. For me you're perfect. You're an awesome man. I know sometimes, you get confused on your negative attitudes, but honestly speaking, even your negative attitudes, I love all of those, I've learned to accept all of those since the day that I've accepted you as my love, as my man. I love you just the way you are. That's why I have this one wish for you...



"Can you please stay as you are?"

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This is my first monthsary with Miguel Gamboa my boyfriend.. I was not expecting for anything today 'coz I know he can't be with me.. It's Sunday and we have different things to do...

But, unexpectedly... he came into my house.. gave me rose and chocolates.. And a letter.. Honestly, he was the first man who did that for me.. I can't explain how happy I am today.. I was very surprised.. He's so sweet..

Now I don't know what to say... I love him so much.. He makes my day so special... This is one of the best days in my life..

~ Happy Monthsary Honey I Love You... And I will always love you.. ~

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Since the day that I've answered him.. Everything changed.. My life, my time... Every time that I'm with him... I can't explain the happiness that I've felt... He makes me smile in a very simple way.. He makes my day complete and he's always there to protect and care for me..

I'm so happy to have this guy...

On July 11, we'll be having our first monthsary.. :)

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Finally, I'm very much happy.. It's unexplainable.. Another journey of my life starts now, with the man I really love.. Thanks so much for that day.. You make me happy.. June 11,2010.. It's unforgettable.. My first dance with the man I love happened yesterday.. He's also the first man that I've answered personally...

I can say that I'm so blessed because God gave him to me... I don't know the reason but I know that he gave this man to make me happy.. To take care of me..

The way he looks at me that night, the way he holds my hand and when he embraced me..
I can't explain the feeling.. I felt like I don't want him to go, I don't want to finish that moment.. But I know, those are the things which I call "beginning".. Having a relation with him, I know it will not be easy even we have the same attitude.. the same likes, and maybe some of dislikes..

For now.. I can say.. I'm thankful to have him.. He makes me so complete..

I'll end this blog for now.. For the reason that I wasn't able to explain how happy I am because of him..

~ prince , heart , honey.. whatever it is I love you Miguel ~

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Goodbye my past hello to my future.. hello to my present.. I can't forget all the memories we had when we're together.. But one thing is for sure.. From all those times I've spend with you, the memories we had.. I've learned so many things... That's why I know now what to do to my next relationship.. From all the things I've done for you, I know you don't even care.. Thank you for passing by.. Thank you for that 2yrs and 4months relationship.. I really learned a lot from that..

This will be the time that I need to face the things that makes me happy.. And I found that happiness on someone else, from the man named "Migz", I know he'll not hurt me as you do.. I know he'll never make me cry.. I've been searching for this happiness for so long.. And now I've finally found it.. It's on him.. The love I want, the way he care, the way he listens in every word I say.. The way he makes me happy.. All of those things, makes me feel complete and contented..

On this blog of mine today, I just want to tell on the man whom I called "Heart" is... Thank you for being there.. I love you so much and I'll always be here for you whatever happens.. I'll be on your side.. I'm so glad and blessed that you passed on my road.. I hope you'll stay here with me.. I don't want to get lonely anymore.. I can't express through words how much I love you.. But let me tell you that I love you with all my heart.. I love you til the end.. I'll always love you in every minute and every second of the day...

~ I love you Honeybee :) ~

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Nice.. Finally the day comes.. June 11,2010.. He's long wait is over.. I'll answer him later while in the party of my bestfriend.. I am so nervous and I don't know what to say..

Yesterday was a very happy day.. It was my first time to sing in front of the man I love..
From the start, as I keep on loving him.. I promise that I'll be true, I'll be honest..
I'm very lucky to have this man in my life.. He's always there specially when the times that I needed him, the times when I was sad he never leaves me..

Finally, I'll give my "yes" to this man.. The next journey of my life begins here..

~ I love you so much Miguel ~

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