Stressed again, so many school works.. need to finish that all...

Lots of codes... Having a problem in my project work.. don't know where to start..

That's too bad..

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What a wonderful day. It's really an answered prayer. It's been four months since my dad stopped working. And I was worrying about my studies because of financial problem. There is a big possibility that I'll stop. That time, I used to tell Migz about my problem just to have someone to lean on and someone who can tell me what to do. I was thinking of: should I stop? or have a part time work to support myself?. That time I really don't know what to do. And Migz told me not to think negatively, instead I should pray. Yeah, he's right. I did that, and tears fell from my eyes because I really don't know what to do. And that time my mom was also sick (sadly until now she's sick). But as I kept on praying, one good thing happened. Last Monday, I received a call from my dad's office, they were looking for my dad of course, the reason is they was asking my dad to report in their office. My dad went there and good news happened. He got his schedule, he got his medical results. And the nice thing is, tomorrow, he'll go back to work. He have his flight going to Europe and then to Asia. Oh well, my dad is a seaman. Going back to my story, It's a nice birthday gift for him. Even though he's not with us on his birthday (August 21), I know he's happy and he really want to go back to his work. We'll see him again after ten months..

Well then, to my dad: "I Love You and please take care always"
~ bon voyage! ~

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So happy... why? It's because last July 23 i think, my mom and dad finally knew everything about me and my boyfriend. And they also want him (Migz) to be my boyfriend. That's a good news for both of us.

One more thing is I've finally met his grandparents.. That makes me so happy... I also met his 2 cousins and their parents. Well for me its unforgettable. Another thing is, Miguel can come to my house any time he wants without being nervous when my parents are there. My mom and dad really trust him and that's a good thing.

I can see that Migz is so happy.. 2 days from now, we're going to celebrate our second monthsary. Honestly until now I can't believe that he's my boyfriend because last year I always ignore him and I don't even talk to him.. But now, he's my man, and my parents really likes him. He also met my bro. and sis. and my cousin.

What will be the other things that can happen? I can't wait.. I'm currently writing our story that's why I can't wait...

So happy to be with him

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I'm so sorry for this week.. I made him so sad... I made him so worried.. I didn't mean to do all those things..

I'm sorry for being so childish.. Because of that.. I made him so worried.. I'm so sorry

One thing is.. because of being sensitive.. I ignored him, and that makes him feel sad.. I'm so sorry
for the things that I'd done for this week...

Hope if there's something wrong with me.. or on other things, don't be shy to tell me about your feelings on it.. so that I know what to do..

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All my life, all my wishes came true. From the material things and to everything I've ever wanted. But one thing makes me happy. I've been wishing for the love, care and respect. Wishing for a man who can accept me, not just for being beautiful but for having the attitude that I have. A man who can wait for me and love me 'til the end. A man who can understand me for what I really am.

As years passed by, lovers are there, they love and care for me but I don't think they really respect me. They were thinking only for themselves and own happiness.. I'm not that free.. I felt like I'm a slave who needs to obey the rules and obey all the things they want.. That's why I used to give up and leave them alone 'coz I'm not happy for what they're doing. And I know that they don't need me, I'm not that important to them. Then one day, as I sit alone, I keep on asking myself how and when can I find the man that I've been wishing for? I want to be with that man as I turned 18 because I wanna spend more time on him, I want to know his attitude more. And I know that life is so short that's why I want to be with him at that age. And also when the time comes that God will take my life away, I've already spend my time to the one I really love. And even if it takes only a short time to be with him, I'm gonna be happy 'coz I already showed him my love, the way I care, until the last minute of breathing.

And now as I turned 18, you stepped on my life, you've entered my heart. You're the man that I've been looking for a long time.. The man that I've been dreaming of. I can really see your honesty, I can feel your love, care and respect. I love you just the way you are. Your attitude, the way you talked to me and the way you are when you're near me. I've accepted whatever the attitude you have. I love the way you react when something's wrong. And, I really love the way you make me smile every single minute of the day. The way you look at my face and the way you stare into my eyes. I love the way you hold my hand and when you give you warm embrace. I love everything on you. For me you're perfect. You're an awesome man. I know sometimes, you get confused on your negative attitudes, but honestly speaking, even your negative attitudes, I love all of those, I've learned to accept all of those since the day that I've accepted you as my love, as my man. I love you just the way you are. That's why I have this one wish for you...



"Can you please stay as you are?"

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This is my first monthsary with Miguel Gamboa my boyfriend.. I was not expecting for anything today 'coz I know he can't be with me.. It's Sunday and we have different things to do...

But, unexpectedly... he came into my house.. gave me rose and chocolates.. And a letter.. Honestly, he was the first man who did that for me.. I can't explain how happy I am today.. I was very surprised.. He's so sweet..

Now I don't know what to say... I love him so much.. He makes my day so special... This is one of the best days in my life..

~ Happy Monthsary Honey I Love You... And I will always love you.. ~

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Since the day that I've answered him.. Everything changed.. My life, my time... Every time that I'm with him... I can't explain the happiness that I've felt... He makes me smile in a very simple way.. He makes my day complete and he's always there to protect and care for me..

I'm so happy to have this guy...

On July 11, we'll be having our first monthsary.. :)

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