A day alone, just with myself makes me feel uncomfortable. It's not the usual way like before that I enjoy every hour, minute and second of my day. Now, without you in one day is like one week already. I don't know why but it's a weird feeling. There's the time that I really want to see you. I want to spend my time with you, hear your voice, see you laugh and smile. I wanna hear your stories, stories that makes me laugh. I want to see you talking to me even if I don't mind you. Your talks that can irritate someone because you're so childish, like asking for his mom to talk to him. For me that's my normal day, a day with you full of laughs, smiles. A day which I can see your brown eyes staring at me. A day which I can see and touch your face.

Now I honestly miss you, I want to see and hug you. Kiss your soft warm lips. Look at your eyes like there's no tomorrow. The feeling beside you is so unnatural, I can feel the happiness inside my body. A day with you is always like a fantasy world your my prince doing any favor whatever his princess wants him to do. A day without you is so lonely no childlike man beside me. There's no man who keeps on talking to me. A man who will pinch me (funny). A day without you is so unnatural, I miss those times you touched my hand saying like "don't leave me". I miss your hug speaks like "please stay beside me" and your warm kiss which tells me "you're mine".

Every day without you will kill me. A day without you makes me feel lonely. I don't know how these feelings grew inside me. All I know is I can feel this because I love you so much. The unnatural feelings that bursts unnaturally.

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The work of a secretary is not an easy job. You need to remind your boss about everything, list down all appointments, set dates for meetings. A secretary is like a personal journal everything about daily work, and daily schedule is written on a piece of notebook.

Well, I have my own boss I act as his secretary, but the difference maybe is I’m not on a job. I’m not doing this for money. I am doing this because I want someone to be happy, to feel that I always care. I want to do this because I love that person. It’s not easy, I know but I wanna try. Schedules, appointment, important meetings, I want to know them all and remind him about those things. I want to do all the things that will make him feel comfortable it is because I don’t want him to get tired at the end of the day.

Secretary of his life, can I really do that? Well, yes, of course I do. I will do everything for him. To make him happy and comfortable, to make his day special that’s the way I show my love. His smile makes me feel tired less. His voice makes me say that “this is my boss, my love and everything”.

Some maybe tired of being someone’s secretary, because they we’re being scolded by their boss, they have lots of job but me, I will never ever get tired of being his secretary, even though he’s mad at me sometimes, even though I have so many things to do for him, I will never ever get tired simply because I love my job, I love to make him feel that I am there for him to do things, and also because I love my boss. I love Miguel Gamboa and I’m happy to be his secretary.

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